I feel remorse and sadness, as I think of the ups and downs of renewed but then dashed dreams, the pain and the confusion I has caused to family and friends of my deceased friend, by my not standing firm in prayer. I was given a very special task – I failed you, greatly. I turned an already difficult time into a greater sorrow.
This man was a special husband, son, brother, uncle, friend. He will be dearly missed. My warmest condolences to you all.